Through bower and over lawn, till eve shall bring The broken sleep of the fisher whose rough coat Michal. I ever did believe! Paracelsus. Those words shall never fade from out my brain! This earnest of the end shall never fade! Are there not, Festus, are there not, dear Michal, Two points in the adventure of the diver, One-when, a prince, he rises with his pearl? Festus, I plunge! Festus. We wait you when you rise! 39 PART II. PARACELSUS ATTAINS. SCENE.-Constantinople; the house of a Greek Conjurer. 1521. PARACELSUS. Over the waters in the vaporous West There lie, sullen memorial, and no more To the extent above; fairly compute All I have clearly gained; for once excluding All half-gains and conjectures and crude hopes: His credulous seekers should inscribe thus much Their previous life's attainment, in his roll, Make up the sum: and here amid the scrawled A few blurred characters suffice to note And yet those blottings chronicle a life- Spent and decided, wasted past retrieve Or worthy beyond peer. Stay, what does this Remembrancer set down concerning "life"? "Time fleets, youth fades, life is an empty dream,' "It is the echo of time; and he whose heart "Beat first beneath a human heart, whose speech "Was copied from a human tongue, can never "Recall when he was living yet knew not this. "Nevertheless long seasons pass o'er him "Till some one hour's experience shows what nothing, "It seemed, could clearer show; and ever after, "An altered brow and eye and gait and speech "Attest that now he knows the adage true "Time fleets, youth fades, life is an empty dream." Ay, my brave chronicler, and this same hour Now! I can go no farther; well or ill, 'T is done. I must desist and take my chance. I cannot keep on the stretch: 't is no back-shrinking For let but some assurance beam, some close To my toil grow visible, and I proceed At any price, though closing it, I die. Else, here I pause. The old Greek's prophecy Is like to turn out true: "I shall not quit "His chamber till I know what I desire!" Was it the light wind sang it o'er the sea? An end, a rest! strange how the notion, once And power and recompense . . I hoped that once! What, sunk insensibly so deep? Has all With no fear of refusal? Had I gone Slightingly through my task, and so judged fit. To moderate my hopes; nay, were it now My sole concern to exculpate myself, End things or mend them,-why, I could not choose |