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the character of most men besides him. Few of them, I mean, will stick at any thing beside their money. Jusque à la bourse is sometimes the boundary of love as well as friendship. And indeed, I never knew any other man part with his money so very freely on these occasions. You see, dear Booth, the confidence I have in your honour."

"I hope, indeed, you have," cries Booth; "but I don't see what instance you now give me of that confidence."

"Have not I shewn you," answered James, "where you may carry your goods to market? I can assure you, my friend, that it is a secret I would not impart to every one in your situation, and all circumstances considered."

"I am very sorry, sir," cries Booth very gravely, and turning as pale as death, " you should entertain a thought of this kind; a thought which hath almost frozen up my blood. I am unwilling to believe there are such villains in the world; but there is none of them whom I should detest half so much as myself, if my own mind had ever suggested to me a hint of that kind. I have tasted of some distresses of life, and I know not to what greater I may be driven; but my honour, I thank Heaven, is in my own power, and I can boldly say to fortune, she shall not rob me of it."

"Have I not expressed that confidence, my dear Booth?" answered the Colonel. "And what you say now well justifies my opinion; for I do agree with you, that, considering all things, it would be the highest instance of dishonour."

"Dishonour, indeed!" returned Booth. "What, to prostitute my wife!-Can I think there is such a wretch breathing?"

"I don't know that," said the Colonel; " but I am sure it was very far from my intention to insinuate the least hint of any such matter to you. Nor can I imagine how you yourself could conceive such a thought. The goods I meant, were no other than the charming person of Miss Matthews; for whom I am convinced my lord would bid a swingeing price against me."

Booth's countenance greatly cleared up at this declaration, and he answered with a smile, that he hoped he need not give the Colonel any assurances on that head. However, though he was satisfied with regard to the Colonel's suspicions; yet some chimeras now arose in his brain, which gave him no very agreeable sensa tions. What these were the sagacious reader may probably suspect; but if he should not, we may, perhaps, have occasion to open them in the sequel. Here we will put an end to this dialogue, and to the Fifth Book of this History.

CHAP. I.

BOOK VI.

Panegyrics on beauty, with other grave matters.

THE Colonel and Booth walked together to the latter's lodging; for as it was not that day in the week in which all parts of the town are indifferent, Booth could not wait on the Colonel.

When they arrived in Spring-Garden, Booth, to his great surprise, found no one at home but the maid. In truth, Amelia had accompanied Mrs Ellison and her children to his lordship's; for as her little girl shewed a great unwillingness to go without her, the fond mother was easily persuaded to make one of the company.

Booth had scarce ushered the Colonel up to his apartment, when a servant from Mrs James knocked hastily at the door. The lady not meet

ing with her husband at her return home, began to despair of him, and performed every thing that was decent on the occasion. An apothecary was presently called with hartshorn and sal volatile, a doctor was sent for, and messengers were dispatched every way; amongst the rest one was sent to enquire at the lodgings of his supposed antagonist.

The servant hearing that his master was alive and well above stairs, ran up eagerly to acquaint him with the dreadful situation in which he left his miserable lady at home, and likewise with the occasion of all her distress, saying, that his lady had been at her brother's, and had there heard that his honour was killed in a duel by Captain Booth.

The Colonel smiled at this account, and bid the servant make haste back to contradict it.And then turning to Booth, he said, "Was there ever such another fellow as this brother of mine? I thought indeed his behaviour was somewhat odd at the time. I suppose he over

heard me whisper that I would give you satisfaction, and thence concluded, we went together with a design of tilting. D-n the fellow, I begin to grow heartily sick of him, and wish I could get well rid of him without cutting his throat; which I sometimes apprehend he will insist on my doing, as a return for my getting him made a lieutenant-colonel."

Whilst these two gentlemen were commenting on the character of the third, Amelia and her company returned, and all presently came up stairs, not only the children, but the two ladies, laden with trinkets as if they had been come from a fair. Amelia, who had been highly delighted all the morning with the excessive pleasure which her children enjoyed, when she saw Colonel James with her husband, and perceived the most manifest marks of that reconciliation which she knew had been so long and so earnestly wished by Booth, became so transported with joy, that her happiness was scarce capable of addition. Exercise had painted her face with vermilion; and the highest good-humour had so sweetened every feature, and a vast flow of spirits had so lightened up her bright eyes, that she was all a blaze of beauty. She seemed, indeed, as Milton sublimely describes Eve,

adorn'd

With what all earth or heaven could bestow To make her amiable

Again,

Grace was in all her steps, heaven in her eye, In ev'ry gesture, dignity and love.

Or, as Waller sweetly, though less sublimely, sings:

Sweetness, truth, and every grace,
Which time and use are wont to teach,
The eye may in a moment reach,
And read distinctly in her face.

Or to mention one poet more, and him of all the sweetest, she seemed to be the very person of whom Suckling wrote the following lines, where, speaking of Cupid, he says,

-All his lovely looks, his pleasing fires, All his sweet motions, all his taking smiles, All that awakes, all that inflames desires, All that sweetly commands, all that beguiles, He does into one pair of eyes convey, And there begs leave that he himself may stay.

Such was Amelia at this time when she entered the room; and having paid her respects to the Colonel, she went up to her husband, and cried, "O my dear! never were any creatures so happy as your little things have been this whole morning; and all owing to my lord's goodness:

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sure never was any thing so good-natured and so generous!"-She then made the children produce their presents, the value of which amounted to a pretty large sum; for there was a gold watch amongst the trinkets that cost above twenty guineas.

Instead of discovering so much satisfaction on this occasion as Amelia expected, Booth very gravely answered, " And pray, my dear, how are we to repay all these obligations to his lordship?"-" How can you ask so strange a question?" cries Mrs Ellison; "how little do you know of the soul of generosity, (for sure my cousin deserves that name,) when you call a few trinkets given to children, an obligation?""Indeed, my dear," cries Amelia, "I would have stopped his hand, if it had been possible; nay, I was forced at last absolutely to refuse, or I believe he would have laid a hundred pound out on the children: for I never saw one so fond of children, which convinces me he is one of the best of men: but I ask your pardon, Colonel," said she, turning to him, "I should not entertain you with these subjects; yet I know you have goodness enough to excuse the folly of a mother."

The Colonel made a very low assenting bow; and soon after they all sat down to a small repast; for the Colonel had promised Booth to dine with him when they first came home together; and what he had since heard from his own house, gave him still less inclination than ever to repair thither.

But besides both these, there was a third and stronger inducement to him to pass the day with his friend; and this was the desire of passing it with his friend's wife. When the Colonel had first seen Amelia in France, she was but just recovered from a consumptive habit, and looked pale and thin; besides, his engagements with Miss Bath at that time took total possession of him, and guarded his heart from the impressions of another woman; and when he had dined with her in town, the vexations through which she had lately passed, had somewhat deadened her beauty; besides, he was then engaged, as we have seen, in a very warm pursuit of a new mistress; but now he had no such impediment : for though the reader hath just before seen his warm declaration of a passion for Miss Matthews, yet it may be remembered that he had been in possession of her for above a fortnight; and one of the happy properties of this kind of passion is, that it can with equal violence love half a dozen, or half a score different objects, at one and the same time.

But indeed such were the charms now displayed by Amelia, of which we endeavoured above to draw some faint resemblance, that perhaps no other beauty could have secured him from their influence. And here, to confess a truth in his favour, however the grave, or rather the hypocritical part of mankind may cen

ing the most atrocious purposes of this all subduing tyrant.

CHAP. II.

sure it, I am firmly persuaded that to withdraw admiration from exquisite beauty, or to feel no delight in gazing at it, is as impossibleas to feel no warmth from the most scorching rays of the sun. To run away is all that is in our power: and yet, in the former case, if it must be allowed we have the power of running away, it must be Which will not appear, we presume, unnatural to allowed also, that it requires the strongest resolution to execute it: for when, as Dryden says,

All paradise is opened in a face,

how natural is the desire of going thither! and how difficult to quit the lovely prospect!

And yet, however difficult this may be, my young readers, it is absolutely necessary, and that immediately too flatter not yourselves that fire will not scorch as well as warm; and the longer we stay within its reach, the more we shall burn. The admiration of a beautiful woman, though the wife of our dearest friend, may at first perhaps be innocent; but let us not flatter ourselves it will always remain so; desire is sure to succeed; and wishes, hopes, designs, with a long train of mischiefs, tread close at our heels. In affairs of this kind we may most properly apply the well-known remark of nemo repente fuit turpissimus. It fares indeed with us on this occasion, as with the unwary traveller in some parts of Arabia the Desert, whom the treacherous sands imperceptibly betray till he is overwhelmed and lost. In both cases the only safety is by withdrawing our feet the very first moment we perceive them sliding.

This digression may appear impertinent to some readers. We could not, however, avoid the opportunity of offering the above hints; since of all passions there is none against which we should so strongly fortify ourselves as this, which is generally called love for no other lays before us, especially in the tumultuous days of youth, such sweet, such strong, and almost irresistible temptations; none hath produced in private life such fatal and lamentable tragedies; and, what is worst of all, there is none to whose poison and infatuation the best of minds are so liable. Ambition scarce ever produces any evil, but when it reigns in cruel and savage bosoms; and avarice seldom flourishes at all but in the basest and poorest soil. Love, on the contrary, sprouts usually up in the richest and noblest minds; but there, unless nicely watched, pruned and cultivated, and carefully kept clear of those vicious weeds which are too apt to surround it, it branches forth into wildness and disorder, produces nothing desirable, but choaks up and kills whatever is good and noble in the mind where it so abounds. In short, to drop the allegory, not only tenderness and good-nature, but bravery, generosity, and every virtue, are often made the instruments of effect

all married readers.

If the table of poor Bath afforded but an indifferent repast to the Colonel's hunger, here was most excellent entertainment of a much higher kind. The Colonel now began to wonder within himself at his not having before discovered such incomparable beauty and excellence. This wonder was indeed so natural, that lest it should arise likewise in the reader, we thought proper to give the solution of it in the preceding chapter.

During the first two hours the Colonel scarce ever had his eyes off from Amelia; for he was taken by surprise, and his heart was gone before he suspected himself to be in any danger. His mind, however, no sooner suggested a certain secret to him, than it suggested some degree of prudence to him at the same time; and the knowledge that he had thoughts to conceal, and the care of concealing them, had birth at one and the same instant. During the residue of the day, therefore, he grew more circumspect, and contented himself with now and then stealing a look by chance, especially as the more than ordinary gravity of Booth made him fear that his former behaviour had betrayed to Booth's observation the great and sudden liking he had conceived for his wife, even before he had observed it in himself.

Amelia continued the whole day in the highest spirits and highest good humour imaginable, never once remarking that appearance of discontent in her husband, of which the Colonel had taken notice; so much more quick-sighted, as we have somewhere else hinted, is guilt than innocence. Whether Booth had in reality made any such observations on the Colonel's behaviour as he had suspected, we will not undertake to determine; yet so far may be material to say, as we can with sufficient certainty, that the change in Booth's behaviour that day from what was usual with him was remarkable enough. None of his former vivacity appeared in his conversation, and his countenance was altered from being the picture of sweetness and good humour, not indeed to sourness or moroseness, but to gravity and melancholy.

Though the Colonel's suspicion had the effect which we have mentioned on his behavionr, yet it could not persuade him to depart. In short, he sat in his chair as if confined to it by enchantment, stealing looks now and then, and humouring his growing passion, without having command enough over his limbs to carry him out of

the room, till decency at last forced him to put an end to his preposterous visit. When the husband and wife were left alone together, the latter resumed the subject of her children, and gave Booth a particular narrative of all that had passed at his lordship's, which he, though something had disconcerted him, affected to receive with all the pleasure he could; and this affectation, however awkwardly he acted his part, passed very well on Amelia; for she could not well conceive a displeasure of which she had not the least hint of any cause; and indeed at a time when, from his reconciliation with James, she imagined her husband to be entirely and perfectly happy.

The greatest part of that night Booth past awake; and if, during the residue, he might be said to sleep, he could scarce be said to enjoy repose; his eyes were no sooner closed than he was pursued and haunted by the most frightful and terrifying dreams, which threw him into so restless a condition, that he soon disturbed his Amelia, and greatly alarmed her with apprehensions that he had been seized by some dreadful disease, though he had not the least symptoms of a fever, by any extraordinary heat, or any other indication, but was rather colder than

usual.

As Booth assured his wife that he was very well, but found no inclination to sleep, she likewise bid adieu to her slumbers, and attempted to entertain him with her conversation. Upon which his lordship occurred as the first topic; and she repeated to him all the stories which she had heard from Mrs Ellison, of the peer's goodness to his sister and his nephew and niece. "It is impossible, my dear," says she, " to describe their fondness for their uncle, which is to me an incontestible proof of a parent's goodness." In this manner she ran on for several minutes, concluding at last, that it was pity so very few had such generous minds joined to immense for

tunes.

Booth, instead of making a direct answer to what Amelia had said, cried coldly," But do you think, my dear, it was right to accept all those expensive toys which the children brought home? And I ask you again, what return we are to make for these obligations?"

"Indeed, my dear," cries Amelia," you see this matter in too serious a light. Though I am the last person in the world who would lessen his lordship's goodness, (indeed I shall always think we are both infinitely obliged to him,) yet sure you must allow the expence to be a mere trifle to such a vast fortune. As for return, his own benevolence, in the satisfaction it receives, more than repays itself, and I am convinced he expects no other."

"Very well, my dear," cries Booth, " you shall have it your own way. I must confess I never yet saw any reason to blame your discernment,

and perhaps I have been in the wrong to give myself so much uneasiness on this account.' "Uneasiness! child," said Amelia eagerly. "Good Heavens! hath this made you uneasy?” "I do own it hath," answered Booth ;" and it hath been the only cause of breaking my repose."

Why then I wish," cries Amelia, "all the things had been at the devil before ever the children had seen them; and whatever I may think myself, I promise you they shall never more accept the value of a farthing. If upon this occasion I have been the cause of your uneasiness, you will do me the justice to believe that I was totally innocent."

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At those words Booth caught her in his arms, and, with the tenderest embrace, emphatically repeating the word innocent, cried, "Heaven forbid I should think otherwise. O thou art the best of creatures that ever blessed a man."

"Well, but," said she, smiling, " do confess, my dear, the truth; I promise you I won't blame you, nor disesteem you for it; but is not pride really at the bottom of this fear of an obligation?"

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Perhaps it may," answered he; " or if you will, you may call it fear. I own I am afraid of obligations, as the worst kind of debts; for I have generally observed, those who confer them expect to be repaid ten thousand fold."

Here ended all that is material of their discourse; and a little time afterwards they both fell fast asleep in one another's arms; from which time Booth had no more restlessness, nor any further perturbation in his dreams.

Their repose, however, had been so much disturbed in the former part of the night, that as it was very late before they enjoyed that sweet sleep I have just mentioned, they lay a-bed the next day till noon, when they both rose with the utmost chearfulness; and while Amelia bestirred herself in the affairs of her family, Booth went to visit the wounded Colonel.

He found that gentleman still proceeding very fast in his recovery, with which he was more pleased than he had reason to be with his reception; for the Colonel received him very coldly indeed; and when Booth told him he had received perfect satisfaction from his brother, Bath erected his head, and answered with a sneer,

Very well, sir, if you think these matters can be so made up, d-n me if it is any business of mine. My dignity hath not been injured."

"No one, I believe," cries Booth, "dare injure it."

"You believe so?" said the Colonel; "I think, sir, you might be assured of it; but this, at least, you may be assured of, that if any man did, I would tumble him down the precipice of hell, d-n me, that you may be assured of."

As Booth found the Colonel in this disposition, he had no great inclination to lengthen out

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his visit, nor did the Colonel himself seem to desire it; so he soon returned back to his Amelia, whom he found performing the office of a cook, with as much pleasure as a fine lady generally enjoys in dressing herself out for a ball.

CHAP. III.

In which the History looks a little backwards.

BEFORE we proceed farther in our history, we shall recount a short scene to our reader which passed between Amelia and Mrs Ellison whilst Booth was on his visit to Colonel Bath. We have already observed that Amelia had conceived an extraordinary affection for Mrs Bennet, which still increased every time she saw her; she thought she discovered something wonderfully good and gentle in her countenance and disposition, and was very desirous of knowing her whole history.

She had a very short interview with that lady this morning in Mrs Ellison's apartment. As soon, therefore, as Mrs Bennet was gone, Amelia acquainted Mrs Ellison with the good opinion she had conceived of her friend, and likewise with her curiosity to know her story; "For there must be something uncommonly good," said she," in one who can so truly mourn for a husband above three years after his death."

"O,' cries Mrs Ellison, "to be sure the world must allow her to have been one of the

best of wives. And indeed, upon the whole, she is a good sort of woman; and what I like her the best for is, a strong resemblance that she bears to yourself in the form of her person, and still more in her voice. But for my own part, I know nothing remarkable in her fortune, unless what I have told you, that she was the daughter of a clergyman, had little or no fortune, and married a poor parson for love, who left her in the utmost distress. If you please I will shew you a letter which she writ to me at that time, though I insist upon your promise never to mention it to her; indeed you will be the first person I ever shewed it to.' She then opened her scrutoire, and taking out the letter, delivered it to Amelia, saying, "There, madam, is, I believe, as fine a picture of distress as can well be drawn."

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corpse, and threaten to deny it burial. For
Heaven's sake, send me, at least, some advice.
Little Tommy stands now by me crying for
bread, which I have not to give him.-I can
more than that I am,

"Your most distressed humble servant,
"M. BENNET."

Amelia read the letter over twice, and then returning it, with tears in her eyes, asked how the poor creature could possibly get through such distress.

"You may depend upon it, madam,” said Mrs Ellison," the moment I read this account, I posted away immediately to the lady. As to the seizing the body, that I found was a mere bugbear; but all the rest was literally true. I sent immediately for the same gentleman that I recommended to Mr Booth, left the care of burying the corpse to him, and brought my friend and her little boy immediately away to my own house, where she remained some months in the most miserable condition. I then prevailed with her to retire into the country, and procured her a lodging with a friend at St Edmundsbury, the air and gaiety of which place by degrees recovered her, and she returned in about a twelvemonth to town, as well, I think, as she is at present.

"I am almost afraid to ask," cries Amelia; "and yet I long methinks to know what is become of the poor little boy."

"He hath been dead," says Mrs Ellison, “a little more than half a year; and the mother lamented him at first almost as much as she did her husband; but I found it indeed rather an easier matter to comfort her, though I sat up with her near a fortnight upon the latter occa sion."

"You are a good creature," said Amelia, "and I love you dearly."

"Alas! madam," cries she, "what could I have done, if it had not been for the goodness of that best of men, my noble cousin! His lordship no sooner heard of the widow's distress from me, than he immediately settled one hund red and fifty pounds a year upon her during her life."

"Well! how noble, how generous was that!" said Amelia. "I declare I begin to love your cousin, Mrs Ellison."

"And I declare if you do," answered she, "there is no love lost, 1 verily believe: if you had heard what I heard him say yestesday behind your back

"Why, what did he say, Mrs Ellison ?” cries Amelia.

"He said," answered the other, "that you was the finest woman his eyes ever beheldAh! it is in vain to wish, and yet I cannot help wishing too.-O Mrs Booth! if you had been a single woman, I firmly believe I could have

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