and ran to the lady's assistance, fell to loosening her stays, and performed all the offices proper at such a season; which had so good an effect, that Amelia soon recovered the disorder which the violent agitation of her spirits had caused, and found herself alive and awake in her husband's arms. Some tender caresses, and a soft whisper or two, past privately between Booth and his lady; nor was it without great difficulty that poor Amelia put some restraint on her fondness, in a place so improper for a tender interview. She now cast her eyes round the room, and fixing them on Miss Matthews, who stood, like a statue, she soon recollected her, and addressing her by her name, said, "Sure, madam, I cannot be mistaken in those fcatures, though meeting you here might almost make me suspect my memory." Miss Matthews's face was now all covered with scarlet. The reader may easily believe she was on no account pleased with Amelia's presence; indeed she expected from her some of those insults, of which virtuous women are generally so liberal to a frail sister; but she was mistaken. Amelia was not one, Who thought the nation ne'er could thrive, Her virtue could support itself with its own intrinsic worth, without borrowing any assistance from the vices of other women; and she considered their natural infirmities as the objects of pity, not of contempt and abhorrence. reserve of the lady to the cause already mentioned, advanced still more and more in proportion as she drew back; till the governor, who had withdrawn some time, returned, and acquainted Miss Matthews that her coach was at the door; upon which the company soon separated. Amelia and Booth went together in Amelia's coach, and poor Miss Matthews was obliged to retire alone, after having satisfied the demands of the governor, which in one day only had amounted to a pretty considerable sum: for he, with great dexterity, proportioned the bills to the abilities of his guests. It may seem, perhaps, wonderful to some readers, that Miss Matthews should have maintained that cold reserve towards Amelia, so as barely to keep within the rules of civility, instead of embracing an opportunity which seemed to offer, of gaining some degree of intimacy with a wife, whose husband she was so fond of; but, besides that her spirits were entirely disconcerted by so sudden and unexpected a disappointment, and besides the extreme horrors which she conceived at the presence of her rival, there is, I believe, something so outrageously suspicious in the nature of all vice, especially when joined with any great degree of pride, that the eyes of those whom we imagine privy to our failings are intolerable to us, and we are apt to aggravate their opinions to our disadvantage, far beyond the reality. CHAP. III. other matters. When Amelia therefore perceived the visible Containing wise observations of the Author, and confusion in Miss Matthews, she presently called to remembrance some stories which she had imperfectly heard: for as she was not naturally attentive to scandal, and had kept very little company since her return to England, she was far from being mistress of the lady's whole history. However, she had heard enough to impute her confusion to the right cause: she advanced to her, and told her she was extremely sorry to meet her in such a place, but hoped that no very great misfortune was the occasion of it. Miss Matthews began, by degrees, to recover her spirits. She answered, with a reserved air, "I am much obliged to you, madam, for your concern; we are all liable to misfortunes in this world. Indeed, I know not why I should be much ashamed of being in any place where I am in such good company." Here Booth interposed. He had before ac quainted Amelia in a whisper, that his confine ment was at an end. "The unfortunate accident, my dear," said he, "which brought this young lady to this melancholy place is entirely determined, and she is now as absolutely at her liberty as myself." Amelia, imputing the extreme coldness and THERE is nothing more difficult than to lay down any fixed and certain rules for happiness, or, indeed, to judge with any precision of the happiness of others, from the knowledge of external circumstances. There is sometimes a little speck of black in the brightest and gavest colours of Fortune, which contaminates and deadens the whole. On the contrary, when all without looks dark and dismal, there is often a secret ray of light within the mind, which turns every thing to real joy and gladness. I have, in the course of my life, seen many occasions to make this observation, and Mr Booth was at present a very pregnant instance of its truth. He was just delivered from a prison, and in the possession of his beloved wife and children, and (which might be imagined greatly to augment his joy) Fortune had done all this for him within an hour, without giving him the least warning or reasonable expectation of this strange reverse in his circumstances; and yet it is certain, that there were very few men in the world more seriously miserable than he was at this instant. A deep melancholy seized his mind, and cold damp sweats overspread his person, so that he was scarce animated; and poor Amelia, instead of a fond warm husband, bestowed her caresses on a dull lifeless lump of clay. He endeavoured, however, at first, as much as possible, to conceal what he felt, and attempted, what is the hardest of all tasks, to act the part of a happy man; but he found no supply of spirits to carry on this deceit, and would have probably sunk under his attempt, had not poor Amelia's simplicity helped him to another fallacy, in which he had much better success. This worthy woman very plainly perceived the disorder in her husband's mind, and having no doubt of the cause of it, especially when she saw the tears stand in his eyes at the sight of his children, threw her arms round his neck, and embracing him with rapturous fondness, cried out, "My dear Billy, let nothing make you uneasy. Heaven will, I doubt not, provide for us and these poor babes. Great fortunes are not necessary to happiness: for my own part, I can level my mind with any state: and for these poor little things, whatever condition of life we breed them to, that will be sufficient to maintain them in. How many thousands abound in affluence, whose fortunes are much lower than ours! for it is not from nature, but from education and habit, that our wants are chiefly derived. Make yourself casy, therefore, my dear love; for you have a wife who will think herself happy with you, and endeavour to make you so in any situation. Fear nothing, Billy; industry will always provide us a wholesome meal, and I will take care that neatness and chearfulness shall make it a pleasant one.” Booth presently took the cue which she had given him. He fixed his eyes on her for a minute, with great earnestness and inexpressible tenderness, and then cried out, "O my Amelia, how much are you my superior in every perfection! how wise, how great, how noble are your sentiments! why can I not imitate what I so much admire? why can I not look with your constancy on those dear little pledges of our loves? All my philosophy is baffled with the thought that my Amelia's children are to struggle with a cruel, hard, unfeeling world, and to buffet those waves of fortune which have overwhelmed their father. Here, I own, I want your firmness, and am not without an excuse for wanting it; for, am I not the cruel cause of all your wretchedness? Have I not stept between you and Fortune, and been the cursed obstacle to all your greatness and happiness?" "Say not so, my love," answered she. "Great I might have been, but never happy with any other man. Indeed, dear Billy, I laugh at the fears you formerly raised in me: what seemed so terrible at a distance, now it approaches nearer appears to have been a mere bugbear. And let this comfort you, that I look on myself at this day as the happiest of women; nor have I done any thing which I do not rejoice in, and would, if I had the gift of prescience, do again." Booth was so overcome with this behaviour, that he had no words to answer. To say the truth, it was difficult to find any worthy of the occasion. He threw himself prostrate at her feet, whence poor Amelia was forced to use all her strength as well as entreaties, to raise and place him in his chair. Such is ever the fortitude of perfect innocence, and such the depression of guilt in minds not utterly abandoned. Booth was naturally of a sanguine temper; nor would any such apprehensions as he mentioned have been sufficient to have restrained his joy at meeting with his Amelia. In fact, a reflection on the injury he had done her, was the sole cause of his grief. This it was that enervated his heart, and threw him into agonies, which all that profusion of heroic tenderness that the most excellent of women intended for his comfort, served only to heighten and aggravate; as the more she rose in his admiration, the more she quickened his sense of his own unworthiness. After a disagreeable evening, the first of that kind that he had ever passed with his Amelia, in which he had the utmost difficulty to force a little chearfulness, and in which her spirits were at length overpowered by discerning the oppression on his, they retired to rest, or rather to misery, which need not be described. The next morning at breakfast Booth began to recover a little from his melancholy, and to taste the company of his children. He now first thought of enquiring of Amelia by what means she had discovered the place of his confinement. Amelia, after gently rebuking him for not having himself acquainted her with it, informed him, that it was known all over the country, and that she had traced the original of it to her sister; who had spread the news with a malicious joy, and added a circumstance which would have frightened her to death, had not her knowledge of him made her give little credit to it, which was, that he was committed for murder. But, though she had discredited this part, she said the not hearing from him during several successive posts, made her too apprehensive of the rest. That she got a conveyance, therefore, for herself and children to Salisbury; from whence the stage-coach had brought them to town; and having deposited the children at his lodging, of which he had sent her an account on his first arrival in town, she took a hack, and came directly to the prison where she heard he was, and where she found him. Booth excused himself, and with truth, as to his not having writ; for in fact he had writ twice from the prison, though he had mentioned nothing of his confinement; but as he sent away his letters after nine at night, the fellow to whom they were entrusted had burnt them both, for the sake of putting the twopence in his own pocket, or rather in the pocket of the keeper of the next gin-shop. As to the account which Amelia gave him, it served rather to raise than to satisfy his curiosity. He began to suspect that some person had seen both him and Miss Matthews together in the prison, and had confounded her case with his; and this the circumstance of murder made the more probable. But who this person should be, he could not guess. After giving himself, therefore, some pains in forming conjectures to no purpose, he was forced to rest contented with his ignorance of the real truth. Two or three days now passed without producing any thing remarkable; unless it were that Booth more and more recovered his spirits, and had now almost regained his former degree of chearfulness, when the following letter arrived, again to torment him: "DEAR BILLY, "To convince you I am the most reasonable of "Your affectionate, fond, doating, Booth tore the letter with rage, and threw it into the fire; resolving never to visit the lady more, unless it was to pay her the money she had lent him, which he was determined to do the very first opportunity; for it was not at present in his power. This letter threw him back into his fit of dejection, in which he had not continued long, when a packet from the country brought him the following from his friend Dr Harrison : Lyons, January 21, N. S. "SIR, "THOUGH I am now on my return home, I have taken up my pen to communicate to you some news I have heard from England, which gives me much uneasiness; and concerning which I can indeed deliver my sentiments with much more ease this way than any other. In my answer to your last, I very freely gave you my opinion, in which it was my misfortune to disapprove of every step you had taken; but those were all pardonable errors. Can you be so partial to yourself, upon cool and sober reflection, to think what I am going to mention is so? Í promise you, it appears to me a folly of so monstrous a kind, that, had I heard it from any but a person of the highest honour, I should have "Your most faithful friend, Had this letter come at any other time, it would have given Booth the most sensible afflic tion; but so totally had the affair of Miss Matthews possessed his mind, that, like a man in a most raging fit of the gout, he was scarce capable of any additional torture; nay, he even made an use of this latter epistle, as it served to account to Amelia for that concern which he real ly felt on another account. The poor deceived lady therefore applied herself to give him comfort where he least wanted it. She said he might easily perceive that the matter had been misrepresented to the Doctor, who would not, she was sure, retain the least anger against him when he knew the real truth. After a short conversation on this subject, in which Booth appeared to be greatly consoled by the arguments of his wife, they parted. He went to take a walk in the Park, and she remained at home to prepare him his dinner. He was no sooner departed than his little boy, not quite six years old, said to Amelia, “La! mamma, what is the matter with poor papa? what makes him look so as if he was going to cry? he is not half so merry as he used to be in the country." Amelia answered, "Oh! my dear! your papa is only a little thoughtful, he will be merry again soon." Then looking fondly on her children, she burst into an agony of tears, and cried, "O Heavens ! what have these poor little infants done? why will the barbarous world endeavour to starve them, by depriving us of our only friend?—O my dear, your father is ruined, and we are undone." The children presently accompanied their mother's tears, and the daughter cried, "Why will any body hurt poor papa? hath he done any harm to any body?"-" No, my dear child," said the mother," he is the best man in the world, and therefore they hate him." Upon which the boy, who was extremely sensible at his years, answered, "Nay, mamma, how can that be? have not you often told me, that if I was good, every body would love me?" "All good people will," answered she.-" Why don't they love papa then?" replied the child, "for I am sure he is very good." "So they do, my dear," said the mother; " but there are more bad people in the world, and they will hate you for your goodness."-" Why then bad people," cries the child, "are loved by more than the good."-" No matter for that, my dear," said she, "the love of one good person is more worth having, than that of a thousand wicked ones; nay, if there was no such person in the world, still you must be a good boy; for there is one in Heaven who will love you; and his love is better for you than that of all mankind." This little dialogue, we are apprehensive, will be read with contempt by many; indeed we should not have thought it worth recording, was it not for the excellent example which Amelia here gives to all mothers. This admirable woman never let a day pass, without instructing her children in some lesson of religion and morality. By which means she had, in their tender minds, so strongly annexed the ideas of fear and shame to every idea of evil of which they were susceptible, that it must require great pains and length of habit to separate them. Though she was the tenderest of mothers, she never suffered any symptom of malevolence to shew itself in their most trifling actions without discouragement, without rebuke; and if it broke forth with any rancour, without punishment. In which she had such success, that not the least marks of pride, envy, malice, or spite, discovered itself in any of their little words or deeds. CHAP. IV. In which Amelia appears in no unamiable light. AMELIA, with the assistance of a little girl, who was their only servant, had dressed her din ner; and she had likewise dressed herself as neat VOL. I. as any lady, who had a regular set of servants, could have done; when Booth returned, and brought with him his friend James, whom he had met with in the Park; and who, as Booth absolutely refused to dine away from his wife, to whom he had promised to return, had invited himself to dine with him. Amelia had none of that paltry pride which possesses so many of her sex, and which disconcerts their tempers, and gives them the air and looks of furies, if their husbands bring in an unexpected guest, without giving them timely warning to provide a sacrifice to their own vanity. Amelia received her husband's friend with the utmost complaisance and good humour; she made indeed some apology for the homeliness of her dinner; but it was politely turned as a compliment to Mr James's friendship, which could carry him where he was sure of being so ill entertained; and gave not the least hint how magnificently she would have provided, had she expected the favour of so much good company. A phrase which is generally meant to contain not only an apology for the lady of the house, but a tacit satire on her guests for their intrusion, and is at least a strong insinuation that they are not welcome. Amelia failed not to enquire very earnestly after her old friend Mrs James, formerly Miss Bath, and was very sorry to find that she was not in town. The truth was, as James had mar ried out of a violent liking of, or appetite to, her person, possession had surfeited him, and he was now grown so heartily tired of his wife, that she had very little of his company; she was forced, therefore, to content herself with being the mistress of a large house and equipage in the country, ten months in the year by herself; the other two he indulged her with the diversions of the town; but then, though they lodged under the same roof, she had little more of her husband's society than if they had been a hundred miles apart. With all this, as she was a woman of calm passions, she made herself contented; for she had never had any violent affection for James; the match was of the prudent kind, and to her advantage; for his fortune, by the death of an uncle, became very considerable; and she had gained every thing by the bargain but a husband, which her constitution suffered her to be very well satisfied without. When Amelia, after dinner, retired to her children, James began to talk to his friend concerning his affairs. He advised Booth very earnestly to think of getting again into the army, in which he himself had met with such success, that he had obtained the command of a regiment, to which his brother-in-law was lieutenant-colonel. These preferments they both owed to the favour of fortune only; for though there was no objection to either of their military characters, yet neither of them had any extraordinary desert: and, if merit in the service was a sufficient 2 N recommendation, Booth, who had been twice wounded in the siege, seemed to have the fairest pretensions; but he remained a poor half-pay lieutenant, and the others were, as we have said, one of them a lieutenant-colonel, and the other had a regiment. Such rises we often see in life, without being able to give any satisfactory account of the means, and therefore ascribe them to the good fortune of the person. Both Colonel James and his brother-in-law were members of parliament; for as the uncle of the former had left him, together with his estate, an almost certain interest in a borough, so he chose to confer this favour on Colonel Bath; a circumstance which would have been highly im material to mention here; but as it serves to set forth the goodness of James, who endeavoured to make up in kindness to the family, what he wanted in fondness for his wife. Colonel James then endeavoured all in his power to persuade Booth to think again of a military life, and very kindly offered him his interest towards obtaining him a company in the regiment under his command. Booth must have been a madman, in his present circumstances, to have hesitated one moment at accepting such an offer; and he well knew Amelia, notwithstanding her aversion to the army, was much too wise to make the least scruple of giving her consent. Nor was he, as it appeared afterwards, mistaken in his opinion of his wife's understanding; for she made not the least objection when it was communicated to her, but contented herself with an express stipulation, that wherever he was commanded to go (for the regiment was now abroad) she would accompany him. Booth therefore accepted his friend's proposal with a profusion of acknowledgments; and it was agreed that Booth should draw up a memorial of his pretensions, which Colonel James undertook to present to some man of power, and to back it with all the force he had. Nor did the friendship of the Colonel stop here. "You will excuse me, dear Booth," said he, "if after what you have told me," (for he had been very explicit in revealing his affairs to him,) "I suspect you must want money at this time. If that be the case, as I am certain it must be, I have fifty pieces at your service." This generosity brought tears into Booth's eyes; and he at length confessed, that he had not five guineas in the house; upon which James gave him a bank-bill for twenty pounds, and said he would give him thirty more the next time he saw him. Thus did this generous Colonel (for generous he really was to the highest degree) restore peace and comfort to this little family; and, by this act of beneficence, make two of the worthiest people two of the happiest that evening. Here, reader, give me leave to stop a minute, to lament that so few are to be found of this benign disposition; that while wantonness, vanity, avarice, and ambition, are every day rioting and triumphing in the follies and weakness, the ruin and desolation of mankind, scarce one man in a thousand is capable of tasting the happiness of others. Nay, give me leave to wonder, that pride, which is constantly struggling, and often imposing on itself to gain some little pre-eminence, should so seldom hint to us the only certain as well as laudable way of setting ourselves above another man, and that is, by becoming his benefactor. CHAP. V. Containing an Eulogium upon Innocence, and other grave matters. BOOTH passed that evening, and all the suc ceeding day with his Amelia, without the interruption of almost a single thought concerning Miss Matthews, after having determined to go on Sunday, the only day he could venture without the verge in the present state of his affairs, and pay her what she had advanced for him in the prison. But she had not so long patience; for the third day, while he was sitting with Amelia, a letter was brought to him. As he knew the hand, he immediately put it in his pocket unopened, not without such an alteration in his countenance, that had Amelia, who was then playing with one of the children, cast her eyes towards him, she must have remarked it. This accident, however, luckily gave him time to recover himself: for Amelia was so deeply engaged with the little one, that she did not even remark the delivery of the letter. The maid soon after returned into the room, saying, the chairman desired to know if there was any answer to the letter. "What letter?" cries Booth.-"The letter I gave you just now," answered the girl. "Sure," cries Booth," the child is mad; you gave me no letter."-" Yes, indeed I did, sir," said the poor girl." Why then, as sure as fate," cries Booth, "I threw it into the fire, in my reverie. Why, child, why did you not tell me it was a letter? Bid the chairman come up-stay, I will go down myself; for he will otherwise dirty the stairs with his feet." Amelia was gently chiding the girl for her carelessness, when Booth returned, saying, it was very true that she had delivered him a letter from Colonel James, and that perhaps it might be of consequence. "However," says he, "I will step to the coffee-house, and send him an account of this strange accident, which I know he will pardon in my present situation." Booth was overjoyed at this escape, which poor Amelia's total want of all jealousy and suspicion, made it very easy for him to accomplish; but his pleasure was considerable abated when, upon opening the letter, he found it to contain, mixed with several very strong expressions of love, |