Is lightened:-that serene and blessed mood, While with an eye made quiet by the power If this 50 Be but a vain belief, yet, oh! how oft— In darkness and amid the many shapes Of joyless daylight; when the fretful stir Unprofitable, and the fever of the world, Have hung upon the beatings of my heart— 55 How oft, in spirit, have I turned to thee, O sylvan Wye! Thou wanderer thro' the woods, How often has my spirit turned to thee! And now, with gleams of half-extinguished thought, With many recognitions dim and faint, 60 And somewhat of a sad perplexity, The picture of the mind revives again: While here I stand, not only with the sense Of present pleasure, but with pleasing thoughts That in this moment there is life and food 65 For future years. And so I dare to hope, Though changed, no doubt, from what I was when first I came among these hills; when like a roe I bounded o'er the mountains, by the sides Of the deep rivers, and the lonely streams, 70 Wherever nature led: more like a man Flying from something that he dreads than one Who sought the thing he loved. For Nature then (The coarser pleasures of my boyish days, And their glad animal movements all gone by) 75 To me was all in all.-I cannot paint What then I was. The sounding cataract Haunted me like a passion: the tall rock, The mountain, and the deep and gloomy wood, Their colours and their forms, were then to me 80 An appetite; a feeling and a love, That had no need of a remoter charm, Faint I, nor mourn nor murmur; other gifts Nor harsh nor grating, though of ample power Of something far more deeply interfused, All thinking things, all objects of all thought, A lover of the meadows and the woods, And mountains; and of all that we behold 105 From this green earth; of all the mighty world Of eye, and ear,-both what they half create, In nature and the language of the sense, The anchor of my purest thoughts, the nurse, 110 The guide, the guardian of my heart, and soul Of all my moral being. Nor perchance, If I were not thus taught, should I the more For thou art with me here upon the banks 115 Of this fair river; thou, my dearest Friend, My dear, dear Friend; and in thy voice I catch The language of my former heart, and read My former pleasures in the shooting lights Of thy wild eyes. Oh! yet a little while 120 May I behold in thee what I was once, My dear, dear Sister! and this prayer I make, Shall e'er prevail against us, or disturb 135 Shine on thee in thy solitary walk; And let the misty mountain-winds be free For all sweet sounds and harmonies; oh! then, Should be thy portion, with what healing thoughts 145 Of tender joy wilt thou remember me, And these my exhortations! Nor, perchance- Thy voice, nor catch from thy wild eyes these Of past existence-wilt thou then forget 150 That on the banks of this delightful stream We stood together; and that I, so long A worshipper of Nature, hither came Unwearied in that service: rather say With warmer love-oh! with far deeper zeal 155 Of holier love. Nor will thou then forget, That after many wanderings, many years Of absence, these steep woods and lofty cliffs, And this green pastoral landscape, were to me More dear, both for themselves and for thy sake! EXPOSTULATION AND REPLY (1798) "Why, William, on that old gray stone 5 Where are your books?-that light bequeathed To Beings else forlorn and blind! Up! up! and drink the spirit breathed You look round on your Mother Earth, One morning thus, by Esthwaite lake, "The eye-it cannot choose but see; 20 Against or with our will. Nor less I deem that there are Powers 25 Think you, 'mid all this mighty sum -Then ask not wherefore, here, alone, 30 Conversing as I may, I sit upon this old gray stone, THE TABLES TURNED AN EVENING SCENE ON THE SAME SUBJECT (1798) Up! up! my Friend, and quit your books; double: Up! up! my Friend, and clear your looks; 5 The sun, above the mountain's head, A freshening lustre mellow Through all the long green fields has spread, |