Until the tyrant pass; no lawgiver;
No swan-soft woman, rubbed with lucid oils, Given by a god for love of her-too hard!
Each passion sprung from man, conceived by man, Would I express and clothe it in its right form, Or blend with others struggling in one form, Or show repressed by an ungainly form. For, if you marvelled at some mighty spirit With a fit frame to execute his will- Ay, even unconsciously to work his will
You should be moved no less beside some strong, Rare spirit, fettered to a stubborn body, Endeavouring to subdue it, and inform it
With its own splendour! All this I would do, And I would say, this done," God's sprites being made,
"He grants to each a sphere to be its world, "Appointed with the various objects needed. "To satisfy its spiritual desires;
"So, I create a world for these my shapes "Fit to sustain their beauty and their strength!" And, at the word, I would contrive and paint
Woods, valleys, rocks, and plains, dells, sands, and wastes, Lakes which, when morn breaks on their quivering bed, Blaze like a wyvern flying round the sun;
And ocean-isles so small, the dogfish tracking
A dead whale, who should find them, would swim thrice Around them, and fare onward—all to hold
The offspring of my brain. Nor these alone- Bronze labyrinths, palace, pyramid, and crypt,
Baths, galleries, courts, temples, and terraces, Marts, theatres, and wharfs-all filled with men ! Men everywhere! And this performed, in turn, When those who looked on, pined to hear the hopes, And fears, and hates, and loves which moved the crowd,—
I would throw down the pencil as the chisel,
And I would speak: no thought which ever stirred A human breast should be untold; no passions, No soft emotions, from the turbulent stir Within a heart fed with desires like mine- To the last comfort, shutting the tired lids Of him who sleeps the sultry noon away Beneath the tent-tree by the way-side well: And this in language as the need should be, Now poured at once forth in a burning flow, Now piled up in a grand array of words. This done, to perfect and consummate all, Even as a luminous haze links star to star, I would supply all chasms with music, breathing Mysterious notions of the soul, no way
To be defined save in strange melodies.
Last, having thus revealed all I could love, And having received all love bestowed on it,
I would die: so preserving through my course
God full on me, as I was full on men:
And He would grant my prayer-"I have gone through "All loveliness of life; make more for me,
"If not for men or take me to thyself,
"Eternal, infinite Love!"
Conceived this mighty aim, this full desire, Thou hast not passed my trial, and thou art No king of mine.
Thou didst not gaze like me upon that end Till thine own powers for compassing the bliss Were blind with glory; nor grow mad to grasp At once the prize long patient toil should claim; Nor spurn all granted short of that. And I Would do as thou, a second time: nay, listen- Knowing ourselves, our world, our task so great, Our time so brief,-'tis clear if we refuse The means so limited, the tools so rude
To execute our purpose, life will fleet,
And we shall fade, and leave our task undone. Rather, grow wise in time: what though our work
Be fashioned in despite of their ill-service, Be crippled every way? 'Twere little praise Did full resources wait on our good will At every turn. Let all be as it is.
Some say the earth is even so contrived That tree, and flower, a vesture gay, conceal A bare and skeleton framework: had we means That answered to our mind! But now I seem Wrecked on a savage isle: how rear thereon My palace? Branching palms the props shall be, Fruit glossy mingling; gems are for the east;
Who heeds them? I can waive them. Serpent's scales,
Birds' feathers, downy furs, and fishes' skins Must help me; and a little here and there Is all I can aspire to: still my art
Shall show its birth was in a gentler clime.
"Had I green jars of malachite, this way
"I'd range them: where those sea-shells glisten above, "Cressets should hang, by right: this way we set "The purple carpets, as these mats are laid, "Woven of mere fern and rush and blossoming flag." Or if, by fortune, some completer grace
Be spared to me, some fragment, some slight sample Of my own land's completer workmanship, Some trifle little heeded there, but here The place's one perfection-with what joy Would I enshrine the relic-cheerfully Foregoing all the marvels out of reach! Could I retain one strain of all the psalm Of the angels-one word of the fiat of God- To let my followers know what such things are! I would adventure nobly for their sakes: When nights were still, and still, the moaning sea, And far away I could descry the land
Whence I departed, whither I return,
I would dispart the waves, and stand once more At home, and load my bark, and hasten back, And fling my gains before them, rich or poor- "Friends," I would say, "I went far, far for them, "Past the high rocks the haunt of doves, the mounds
"Of red earth from whose sides strange trees grow out, "Past tracts of milk-white minute blinding sand, "Till, by a mighty moon, I tremblingly "Gathered these magic herbs, berry and bud, "In haste-not pausing to reject the weeds, "But happy plucking them at any price.
"To me, who have seen them bloom in their own soil, "They are scarce lovely: plait and wear them, you! "And guess, from what they are, the springs that fed- "The stars that sparkled o'er them, night by night, "The snakes that travelled far to sip their dew!" Thus for my higher loves; and thus even weakness Would win me honour. But not these alone Should claim my care; for common life, its wants And ways, would I set forth in beauteous hues: The lowest hind should not possess a hope, A fear, but I'd be by him, saying better Than he his own heart's language. I would live Forever in the thoughts I thus explored, As a discoverer's memory is attached
To all he finds they should be mine henceforth, Imbued with me, though free to all before; For clay, once cast into my soul's rich mine Should come up crusted o'er with gems: nor this Would need a meaner spirit, than the first: Nay, 'twould be but the selfsame spirit, clothed In humbler guise, but still the selfsame spirit- As one spring wind unbinds the mountain snow, And comforts violets in their hermitage.
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