Par. Their light! the sum of all is briefly this: With evils, which of all your Gods abates? And all they teach. Shall I still sit beside As strong delusions have prevailed ere now: Avow all hitherto have failed and fallen. And yet Mich. Nay, Festus, when but as the pilgrims faintThrough the drear way, do you expect to see Their city dawn afar amid the clouds? Par. Ay, sounds it not like some old well-known tale? For me, I estimate their works and them So rightly, that at times I almost dream I too have spent a life the sages' way, And tread once more familiar paths. Perchance I perished in an arrogant self-reliance An age ago; and in that act, a prayer For one more chance went up so earnest, so Dim memories; as now, when seems once more The goal in sight again: all which, indeed, Is foolish, and only means-the flesh I wear, Fest. And who am I to challenge and dispute Mich. Then Aureole is God's commissary! he shall Be great and grand-and all for us! Par. No, sweet! Not great and grand. If I can serve mankind 'Tis well-but there our intercourse must end: I never will be served by those I serve. Fest. Look well to this; here is a plague-spot, here, Disguise it how you may! 'Tis true, you utter This scorn while by our side and loving us; 'Tis but a spot as yet; but it will break Into a hideous blotch if overlooked. How can that course be safe which from the first It seems you have abjured the helps which men None share your triumph-still you must retain I would encircle me with love, and raise A rampart of my fellows; it should seem By gentle friends who made my cause their own If danger daunted me or ease seduced, How calmly their sad eyes should gaze reproach! Mich. O Aureole, can I sing when all alone, Without first calling, in my fancy, both To listen by my side-even I! And you? Do you not feel this?—say that you feel this! Par. I feel 'tis pleasant that my aims, at length Allowed their weight, should be supposed to need A further strengthening in these goodly helps! My course allures for its own sake-its sole Intrinsic worth; and ne'er shall boat of mine Adventure forth for gold and apes at once. Your sages say, "if human, therefore weak :" If weak, more need to give myself entire To my pursuit; and by its side, all else No matter! I deny myself but little In waiving all assistance save its own— Fest. But do not cut yourself from human weal? You cannot thrive-a man that dares affect To spend his life in service to his kind, For no reward of theirs, nor bound to them There are strange punishments for such. Give up (Although no visible good flow thence) some part Of the glory to another; hiding thus, Even from yourself, that all is for yourself. Say, say almost to God-" I have done all "For her not for myself!" Par. And who, but lately, Was to rejoice in my success like you? Whom should I love but both of Fest. you ? I know not: But know this, you, that 'tis no wish of mine Or ever dream that common men can live : I know not how, with you; sits well upon That luminous brow, though in another it scowls Than bind us, therefore, curb not one bold glance ! ... Mich. Stay with us, Aureole! cast those hopes away, And stay with us! An angel warns me, too, Man should be humble; you are very proud: And God, dethroned, has doleful plagues for such! You will find all you seek, and perish so! Par. (After a pause.) Are these the barren first fruits of my life? Is love like this the natural lot of all? How many years of pain might one such hour To merit this your love; and will, dear friends, |