Yet, when I sent my love to thee, Thou with a smile didst take it in, And entertain❜dst it royally, Though grimed with earth, with hunger thin, And leprous with the taint of sin. Now every day thy love I meet, As o'er the earth it wanders wide, EXTREME UNCTION. Go! leave me, Priest; my soul would be Far sadder eyes than thine will see This crumbling clay yield up its breath; These shrivelled hands have deeper stains Than holy oil can cleanse away, Hands that have plucked the world's coarse gains As erst they plucked the flowers of May. Call, if thou canst, to those gray eyes Some faith from youth's traditions wrung; This fruitless husk which dustward dries Has been a heart once, has been young; On this bowed head the awful Past Once laid its consecrating hands; The Future in its purpose vast Paused, waiting my supreme commands. But look! whose shadows block the door? My looked-for death-bed guests are met; There my dead Youth doth wring its hands, And there, with eyes that goad me yet, The ghost of my Ideal stands ! God bends from out the deep and says, "I gave thee the great gift of life; Wast thou not called in many ways? I Are not my earth and heaven at strife? gave thee of my seed to sow, Bringest thou me my hundred-fold? Can I look up with face aglow, And answer, "Father, here is gold ” ? I have been innocent; God knows When first this wasted life began, Not grape with grape more kindly grows, every brother-man : Than I with Now here I gasp; what lose my kind, When this fast-ebbing breath shall part? What bands of love and service bind This being to the world's sad heart? Christ still was wandering o'er the earth bread: He shared my cup and brake my Now, when I hear those steps sublime, That bring the other world to this, My snake-turned nature, sunk in slime, Upon the hour when I was born, Out of himself to fashion me; He sunned me with his ripening looks, And Heaven's rich instincts in me grew, As effortless as woodland nooks Send violets up and paint them blue. Yes, I who now, with angry tears, Am exiled back to brutish clod, Have borne unquenched for fourscore years And to what end? How yield I back Heaven's light hath but revealed a track Men think it is an awful sight On that drear voyage from whose night But 't is more awful to behold A helpless infant newly born, Whose little hands unconscious hold The keys of darkness and of morn. |