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Sebald.

SCENE I.

No, the white wine-the white wine!

Well, Ottima, I promised no new year

Should rise on us the ancient shameful way,

Nor does it rise: pour on! To your black eyes!
Do you remember last damned New-Year's day?

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Ottima. You brought those foreign prints. We looked at them

Over the wine and fruit. I had to scheme

To get him from the fire. Nothing but saying
His own set wants the proof-mark, roused him up
To hunt them out.

Sebald.

Hark you, Ottima,

One thing 's to guard against. We'll not make much
One of the other-that is, not make more

Parade of warmth, childish officious coil,
Than yesterday—as if, sweet, I supposed

Proof upon proof were needed now, now first,

To show I love you-yes, still love you--love you
In spite of Luca and what 's come to him-
Sure sign we had him ever in our thoughts,
White sneering old reproachful face and all!
We 'll even quarrel, love, at times, as if
We still could lose each other, were not tied
By this-conceive you?

Ottima. Sebald.

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Love!

Not tied so sure!

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Because tho' I was wrought upon, have struck
His insolence back into him-am I

So surely yours?-therefore, forever yours?

Ottima. Love, to be wise (one counsel pays another), Should we have-months ago, when first we loved,

For instance that May morning we two stole

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How do you feel now, Ottima? There, curse

The world, and all outside! Let us throw off
This mask how do you bear yourself? Let's out
With all of it!

Ottima.

Best never speak of it.

Sebald. Best speak again and yet again of it,

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Till words cease to be more than words. His blood,'
For instance-let those two words mean' His blood'
And nothing more.

'His blood.'

Ottima.

The deed

- Sebald.

Notice, I'll say them now,

Assuredly if I repented

Repent? who should repent, or why?

What puts that in your head? Did I once say

That I repented?

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Sebald. The deed' and 'the event '—just now it was

'Our passion's fruit'—the devil take such cant!

Say, once and always, Luca was a wittol,

I am his cut-throat, you are

Ottima.

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Here's the wine;

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Black? white then?

I brought it when we left the house above,

And glasses too-wine of both sorts.

Sebald. But am not I his cut-throat? What are you? Ottima. There trudges on his business from the Duomo Benet the Capuchin, with his brown hood

And bare feet-always in one place at church,

Close under the stone wall by the south entry ;

I used to take him for a brown cold piece
Of the wall's self, as out of it he rose
To let me pass-at first, I say, I used-

Now, so has that dumb figure fastened on me,

I rather should account the plastered wall
A piece of him, so chilly does it strike.
This, Sebald ?

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Sebald.

SCENE I.

No, the white wine-the white wine!

Well, Ottima, I promised no new year

Should rise on us the ancient shameful way,

Nor does it rise: pour on! To your black eyes!
Do you remember last damned New-Year's day?

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Ottima. You brought those foreign prints. We looked at them

Over the wine and fruit. I had to scheme

To get him from the fire. Nothing but saying
His own set wants the proof-mark, roused him up
To hunt them out.

Sebald.

Hark you, Ottima,

One thing 's to guard against. We'll not make much
One of the other-that is, not make more
Parade of warmth, childish officious coil,
Than yesterday—as if, sweet, I supposed
Proof upon proof were needed now, now first,
To show I love you-yes, still love you--love you
In spite of Luca and what 's come to him-
Sure sign we had him ever in our thoughts,
White sneering old reproachful face and all!
We 'll even quarrel, love, at times, as if
We still could lose each other, were not tied
By this-conceive you?

Ottima. Sebald.

75

80

85

Love!

Not tied so sure!

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Because tho' I was wrought upon, have struck
His insolence back into him-am I

Ottima. Love, to be wise (one counsel pays another),

So surely yours?-therefore, forever yours?

Should we have-months ago, when first we loved,

For instance that May morning we two stole

Under the green ascent of sycamores—

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If we had come upon a thing like that

Suddenly

Sebald. 'A thing-there again-'a thing!'
Ottima. Then, Venus' body, had we come upon
My husband Luca Gaddi's murdered corpse
Within there, at his couch-foot, covered close—
Would you have pored upon it? Why persist
In poring now upon it? For 't is here
As much as there in the deserted house-
You cannot rid your eyes of it.
For me,
Now he is dead I hate him worse; I hate-

Dare you stay here? I would go back and hold
His two dead hands, and say, 'I hate you worse,
Luca, than'—

Sebald.

Off, off-take your hands off mine!

'T is the hot evening-off! oh, morning, is it?

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Ottima. There's one thing must be done—you know what

thing.

Come in and help to carry. We may sleep

Anywhere in the whole wide house to-night.

Sebald. What would come, think you, if we let him lie

Just as he is? Let him lie there until

The angels take him! He is turned by this

Off from his face beside, as you will see.

Ottima. This dusty pane might serve for looking-glass.
Three, four-four gray hairs! Is it so you said

A plait of hair should wave across my neck?
No-this way.

Sebald.

Ottima, I would give your neck,

Each splendid shoulder, both those breasts of yours,
That this were undone ! Killing! Kill the world
So Luca lives again !—ay, lives to sputter
His fulsome dotage on you-yes, and feign
Surprise that I return at eve to sup,

When all the morning I was loitering here-
Bid me dispatch my business and begone.
I would-

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SCENE I

Ottima. See!
Sebald.

No, I'll finish! Do you think
I fear to speak the bare truth once for all?
All we have talked of is, at bottom, fine
To suffer; there 's a recompense in guilt;
One must be venturous and fortunate:

What is one young for, else? In age we 'll sigh
O'er the wild, reckless, wicked days flown over;
Still we have lived: the vice was in its place.
But to have eaten Luca's bread, have worn
His clothes, have felt his money swell my purse-
Do lovers in romances sin that way?

Why, I was starving when I used to call

And teach you music, starving while you plucked me
These flowers to smell!

Ottima.
Sebald.

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My poor lost friend!

He gave me

Life, nothing less; what if he did reproach
My perfidy, and threaten, and do more—
Had he no right? What was to wonder at?
He sat by us at table quietly-

Why must you lean across till our cheeks touch'd?
Could he do less than make pretence to strike?
'T is not the crime's sake-I 'd commit ten crimes
Greater, to have this crime wiped out, undone !
And you-O, how feel you? feel you for me?

Ottima. Well then, I love you better now than ever,
And best-look at me while I speak to you—
Best for the crime; nor do I grieve, in truth,
This mask, this simulated ignorance,
This affectation of simplicity,

Falls off our crime; this naked crime of ours
May not, now, be looked over-look it down!
Great? let it be great; but the joys it brought,

Pay they or no its price? Come: they or it!

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