A stubble-field or a cane-brake, a marsh Of bulrush whitening in the sun laugh now! Fancy the crickets, each one in his house, Looking out, wondering at the world—or best, Yon painted snail with his gay shell of dew, Travelling to see the glossy balls high up Hung by the caterpillar, like gold lamps.
Michal. In truth we have lived carelessly and well. Paracelsus. And shall, my perfect pair!
For the other; nay, your very hair, when mixed, Is of one hue. For where save in this nook
Shall you two walk, when I am far away,
And wish me prosperous fortune? Stay that plant Shall never wave its tangles lightly and softly, As a queen's languid and imperial arm Which scatters crowns among her lovers, but you Shall be reminded to predict to me
Some great success! Ah see, the sun sinks broad Behind Saint Saviour's: wholly gone, at last!
Festus. Now, Aureole, stay those wandering eyes awhile!
You are ours to-night, at least ; and while you spoke Of Michal and her tears, I thought that none Could willing leave what he so seemed to love : But that last look destroys my dream that look As if, where'er you gazed, there stood a star! How far was Würzburg with its church and spire And garden-walls and all things they contain, From that look's far alighting?
And looked alike from simple joy to see The beings I love best, shut in so well From all rude chances like to be my lot,
That, when afar, my weary spirit,
To lose awhile its care in soothing thoughts Of them, their pleasant features, looks and words, - Needs never hesitate, nor apprehend
Encroaching trouble may have reached them too, Nor have recourse to fancy's busy aid And fashion even a wish in their behalf Beyond what they possess already here; But, unobstructed, may at once forget Itself in them, assured how well they fare. Beside, this Festus knows he holds me one Whom quiet and its charms arrest in vain, One scarce aware of all the joys I quit, Too filled with airy hopes to make account Of soft delights his own heart garners up: Whereas behold how much our sense of all That's beauteous proves alike! When Festus learns That every common pleasure of the world Affects me as himself; that I have just As varied appetite for joy derived
From common things; a stake in life, in short, Like his; a stake which rash pursuit of aims That life affords not, would as soon destroy; He may convince himself that, this in view, I shall act well advised. And last, because, Though heaven and earth and all things were at stake, Sweet Michal must not weep, our parting eve.
Festus. True: and the eve is deepening, and we sit
As little anxious to begin our talk
As though to-morrow I could hint of it As we paced arm-in-arm the cheerful town At sun-dawn; or could whisper it by fits (Trithemius busied with his class the while)
In that dim chamber where the noon-streaks peer Half-frightened by the awful tomes around; Or in some grassy lane unbosom all
From even-blush to midnight: but, to-morrow! Have I full leave to tell my inmost mind?
We have been brothers, and henceforth the world Will rise between us : - all my freest mind ? 'Tis the last night, dear Aureole !
Devise some test of love, some arduous feat
To be performed for you: say on! If night spent the while, the better !
My wondrous plans and dreams and hopes and fears never wearied you, oh no!
Recall, and never vividly as now, Your true affection, born when Einsiedeln And its green hills were all the world to us; And still increasing to this night which ends My further stay at Würzburg. Oh, one day You shall be very proud! Say on, dear friends! Festus. In truth? 'Tis for my proper peace, indeed,
Rather than yours; for vain all projects seem
To stay your course: I said my latest hope Is fading even now. A story tells
Of some far embassy despatched to win The favor of an eastern king, and how The gifts they offered proved but dazzling dust Shed from the ore-beds native to his clime. Just so, the value of repose and love, I meant should tempt you, better far than I You seem to comprehend; and yet desist No whit from projects where repose nor love Has part.
Festus. A solitary brier the bank puts forth To save our swan's nest floating out to sea. Dear Festus, hear me.
That I should lay aside my heart's pursuit, Abandon the sole ends for which I live, Reject God's great commission, and so die! You bid me listen for your true love's sake: Yet how has grown that love? Even in a long And patient cherishing of the self-same spirit It now would quell; as though a mother hoped To stay the lusty manhood of the child Once weak upon her knees. I was not born Informed and fearless from the first, but shrank From aught which marked me out apart from men: I would have lived their life, and died their death, Lost in their ranks, eluding destiny:
But you first guided me through doubt and fear, Taught me to know mankind and know myself; And now that I am strong and full of hope, That, from my soul, I can reject all aims Save those your earnest words made plain to me, Now that I touch the brink of my design, When I would have a triumph in their eyes, A glad cheer in their voices Michal weeps, And Festus ponders gravely! Festus.
Beforehand all this evening's conference! 'Tis this way, Michal, that he uses: first, Or he declares, or I, the leading points
Of our best scheme of life, what is man's end
And what God's will; no two faiths e'er agreed As his with mine. Next, each of us allows Faith should be acted on as best we may ; Accordingly, I venture to submit
My plan, in lack of better, for pursuing The path which God's will seems to authorize. Well, he discerns much good in it, avows This motive worthy, that hope plausible, A danger here to be avoided, there An oversight to be repaired in fine Our two minds go together
all the good Approved by him, I gladly recognize,
All he counts bad, I thankfully discard,
And naught forbids my looking up at last For some stray comfort in his cautious brow.
When, lo! I learn that, spite of all, there lurks Some innate and inexplicable germ
Of failure in my scheme; so that at last It all amounts to this the sovereign proof That we devote ourselves to God, is seen In living just as though no God there were; A life which, prompted by the sad and blind Folly of man, Festus abhors the most; But which these tenets sanctify at once, Though to less subtle wits it seems the same, Consider it how they may.
Is it so, Festus? He speaks so calmly and kindly: is it so ?
Paracelsus. Reject those glorious visions of God's love And man's design; laugh loud that God should send Vast longings to direct us; say how soon
Power satiates these, or lust, or guld; I know
The world's cry well, and how to answer it.
But this ambiguous warfare
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