Scornful Apollo's ensign, lie thou there! Though thou hast been my shade in the world's heat, Though I have loved thee, lived in honoring thee,Yet lie thou there, My laurel bough! I am weary of thee! I am weary of the solitude Where he who bears thee must abide ! Of the rocks of Parnassus, Of the gorge of Delphi, Of the moonlit peaks, and the caves. Thou guardest them, Apollo ! Over the grave of the slain Pytho. But the solitude oppresses thy votary! The jars of men reach him not in thy valley, But can life reach him? Thou fencest him from the multitude, Who will fence him from himself? He hears nothing but the cry of the torrents And the beating of his own heart. The air is thin, the veins swell,— The temples tighten and throb there,- Take thy bough; set me free from my solitude! Where shall thy votary fly then? back to men? And keep their friendly chatter at his ear, And haunt him, till the absence from himself, That other torment, grow unbearable; And he will fly to solitude again, And he will find its air too keen for him, And so change back; and many thousand times Like a sea wave, betwixt the world and thee, Bring him to poise. There is no other way. And yet what days were those, Parmenides! In all the Italian cities like ourselves, A flute note from the woods, Sunset over the sea; Seed-time and harvest, The reapers in the corn, The vinedresser in his vineyard, Fulness of life and power of feeling, ye Who dwell on a firm basis of content! But he who has outlived his prosperous days, Whose habit of thought is fixed, who will not change, But in a world he loves not must subsist In ceaseless opposition, be the guard Of his own breast, fettered to what he guards, Joy and the outward world must die to him, A long pause, during which EMPEDOCLES remains motionless, plunged in thought. The night deepens. He moves forward and gazes round him, and proceeds: And you, ye stars, Who slowly begin to marshal, As of old, in the fields of heaven, Your distant, melancholy lines! Have you, too, survived yourselves? Are you, too, what I fear to become? You too moved joyfully Among august companions In an older world, peopled by Gods, In a mightier order, The radiant, rejoicing, intelligent Sons of Heaven! But now you kindle Your lonely, cold-shining lights, Unwilling lingerers In the heavenly wilderness, For a younger, ignoble world; Without friend and without home; Weary like us, though not Weary with our weariness. No, no, ye stars! there is no death with you, |