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I put this letter on record to show the painful and hectic conditions under which the end of "Nostromo" was written, because the melodramatic finish of that great book is the weakness thereof.

This spurt was characteristic of Conrad's endings; he finished most of his books in that way-his vivid nature instinctively staged itself with dramatic rushes. Moreover, all those long early years he worked under the whip-lash of sheer necessity. In 1909, writing to my wife, he says: "Excuse this discordant strain, but the fact is that I've just received the accounts of all my publishers, from which I perceive that all my immortal works (13 in all) have brought me last year something under five pounds in royalties. That sort of thing quenches that joie de vivre which should burn like a flame in an author's breast and, in the manner of an explosive engine, drive his

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A sailor and an artist, he had sense of money. He was not of thos can budget exactly and keep with and anyway he had too little, ho neatly budgeted. It is true that hi matic instinct and his subtlety woul a sort of pleasure in plotting again lack of money, but it was at best a brious amusement for one who h whip his brain along when he was when he was ill, when he was a desperate. Letter after letter, talk talk, unfolded to me the travail of years. He needed to be the Stoic he

I used to stay with him a good from 1895-1905, first at Stanfor Essex, and then at Stanford in He was indefatigably good to me my own puppy's eyes were openi literature. In 1901, when I was s the early stages of that struggle wi craft which a writer worth his salt quite abandons, he could write. "That the man who has written on 'Four Winds,' has written now the of Devon' volume, is a source of in gratification to me. It vindicates m sight, my opinion, my judgment, a satisfies my affection for you-in wh believed and am believing. Because is the point: I am believing. You've now beyond the point when I could use to you otherwise than just by m lief."

His affectionate interest was a wholly generous like that. In his l to me, two to three hundred, there a sentence which breaks, or even jar feeling that he cared that one shou good work. There is some valuable cism, but never any impatience, an stinting of appreciation or encou ment. He never went back on fr ship. He never went back on anyt I think. The word "loyalty" has much used by those who write or sp him. It has been well used. He w ways loyal to what he had at hear his philosophy, to his work, and t friends; he was loyal even to his di (not few) and to his scorn. People ta Conrad as an aristocrat; I think it r a silly word to apply to him. His n er's family, the Bebrowskis, were F

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father's family, came, I think, of landowning stock; but the word aristocrat is much too dry to fit Conrad; he had no touch with "ruling," no feeling for it, except, maybe, such as is necessary to sail a ship; he was first and last the rover and the artist, with such a first-hand knowledge of men and things that he was habitually impatient with labels and pigeonholes, with cheap theorizing and word debauchery. He stared life very much in the face, and distrusted those who don't. Above all, he had the keen humor which spifflicates all class and catalogues, and all ideals and aspirations that are not grounded in the simplest springs of human nature. He laughed at the clichés of socalled civilization. His sense of humor, indeed, was far greater than one might think from his work. He had an almost ferocious enjoyment of the absurd. Writing seemed to dry or sardonize his sense of fun. "Borys" (his eldest son, then very small) "wants to know whether you are related to Jack the Giant-Killer-otherwise he is well." In a letter to my wife he thus describes the advent of his second son, who happened to be born in our house. "He arrived here to-day at 9:30 A. M. in a modest and unassuming manner which struck me very favorably. His manner is quiet-somnolent, his eyes contemplative, his forehead noble, his stature short, his nose pug, his countenance ruddy and weather-beaten." Referring to a little harmless carriage accident we had at Charing Cross, he writes: "I always feel that the bit of Strand in front of Charing Cross Station is about as near Eternity as any spot on earth." But in conversation his sense of fun was much more vivid; it would leap up in the midst of gloom or worry, and take charge with a shout.

Conrad had six country homes after his marriage, besides two temporary abodes. He wrote jestingly to my wife: "Houses are naturally rebellious and inimical to man." And, perhaps, having lived so much on ships, he really had a feeling of that sort. He certainly grew tired of them after a time.

I best remember Pent Farm-that little, very old, charming, if inconvenient, farmhouse, with its great barn beyond the

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where you had to mind your head in connection with beams; and from whose. windows you watched ducks and cats and lambs in the meadows beyond. He liked those quiet fields and that sheltering hill. Though he was not what we should call a "lover of nature" in the sense of one who spends long hours lost in the life of birds and flowers, of animals and trees, he could be vividly impressed by the charm and the variety of such things. He was fond, too, of Hudson's books; and no lover of Hudson's work is insensible to nature.

In Conrad's study at the Pent, we burned together many midnight candles, much tobacco. In that house was written some of the "Youth" volume, “Lord Jim," most of the "Typhoon" volume, "Nostromo," "The Mirror of the Sea," "The Secret Agent," and other of Conrad's best work. Save that "The Nigger of the Narcissus" and the story "Youth were written just before, at Stanford in Essex, the Pent may be said to synchronize with Conrad's best period. Kent was undoubtedly the county of his adoption, and this was the first of his four Kentish homes. Many might suppose that Conrad would naturally settle by the sea. He never did. He had seen too much of it; like the sailor, who when he turns into his bunk takes care that no sea air shall come in, he lived always well inland. The sea was no friend of one too familiar with its moods. He disliked being labelled a novelist of the sea. He wrote of the sea, as perhaps no one, not even Herman Melville, has written; but dominant in all his writing of the sea is the note of struggle and escape. His hero is not the sea, but man in conflict with that cruel and treacherous element. Ships he loved, but the sea-no. Not that he ever abused it, or talked of it with aversion; he accepted it as he accepted all the inscrutable remorselessness of Nature. It was man's job to confront Nature with a loyal and steady heart-that was Conrad's creed, his contribution to the dignity of life. Is there a better? First and last he was interested in men, fascinated by the terrific spectacle of their struggles in a cosmos about which he had no illusions. He was sardonic, but he had none

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ceived more praise, probably, th other writer of our time; but he ne fered from that parvenu disease, head; and "I," "I," "I," played in his talk.

People have speculated on the influences that for him were for Flaubert and Henry James hav cited as his spiritual fathers. It do. Conrad was a most voracious and he was trilingual. A Slav te ment, a life of duty and adventur varied reading, and the English la -those were the elements from his highly individual work emerged I, who have so often heard him s them, will deny his admiration fo bert, de Maupassant, Turgene Henry James: but one has only Conrad's first book, "Almayer's to perceive that he started out on of his own, with a method quite p to himself, involuted to a danger gree, perhaps; and I can trace no influence on him by any writer. as different from Henry James a from West. Both had a certain intricacy and a super-psychologica but there the likeness stops. Flaubert-whom he read with con

In later years, when his enemy, gout, often attacked his writing hand, he was obliged to resort a good deal to dictation of first drafts. I cannot but believe that his work suffered from that necessity. But there were other and increasing handicaps the war, which he felt keenly, and those constant bouts of ill-health which dragged at his marvellous natural vitality. I think I never saw Conrad quite in repose. His hands, his feet, his knees, his lips-sensitive, expressive, and ironical-something was always in motion, the dynamo never quite at rest within him. His mind was extraordinarily active and his memory most retentive, so that he stored with wonderful accuracy all the observations of his darkbrown eyes, that were so piercing and yet that conscientious Frenchman a could be so soft. He had the precious termined stylist could do nothing fo faculty of interest in detail. To that we rad except give him pleasure. N owe his pictures of scenes and life long could help Conrad. He had to sub past-their compelling verisimilitude, the the purposes of his imagination intensely vivid variety of their composi- guage that was not native to him; t tion. The storehouse of his subconscious in a medium that was not the self was probably as interesting and com- clothing of his Polish tempera prehensive a museum as any in the world. There were no guides to the deser It is from the material in our subconscious he crossed. I think perhaps he minds that we create. Conrad's eyes delighted in the writings of Tur never ceased snapshotting; and the mil- but there is not the slightest eviden lions of photographs they took were laid he was influenced by him. He love away by him to draw on. Besides, he was genev's personality, and disliked not hampered in his natural watchfulness stoi's. The name Dostoievski was by the preoccupation of an egoistic per- nature of a red rag to him. I am to sonality. He was not an egoist; he had he once admitted that Dostoievs far too much curiosity and genuine inter- "deep as the sea." Perhaps that wa est in things and people to be that. I he could not bear him, or possibly don't mean to say that he had not an in- that Dostoievski was too imbued terest in himself and a belief in his own Russian essence for Polish appetit powers. His allusions to his work are gen- any case, his riderless extremism erally disparaging; but at heart he knew fended something deep in Conrad. the value of his gifts; and he liked appre- I have spoken of his affection for ciation, especially from those (not many) ens. Trollope he liked. Thacke in whose judgment he had faith He rethink not over much though he

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due regard for such creations as Major Pendennis. Meredith's characters to him were "seven feet high," and his style too inflated. He admired Hardy's poetry. He always spoke with appreciation of Howells, especially of the admirable "Rise of Silas Lapham." His affectionate admiration for Stephen Crane we know from his introduction to Thomas Beers's biography of that gifted writer. Henry James in his middle period-the Henry James of "Daisy Miller," "The Madonna of the Future," "Greville Fane," "The Real Thing," "The Pension Beaurepas" -was precious to him. But of his feeling for that delicate master, for Anatole France, De Maupassant, Daudet, and Turgenev, he has written in his "Notes on Life and Letters." I remember he had a great liking for those two very different writers Balzac and Merimée.

Of philosophy he had read a good deal, but on the whole spoke little. Schopenhauer used to give him satisfaction twenty years and more ago, and he liked both the personality and the writings of William James.

drew from him a somewhat violently expressed detestation. I suppose what he most despised in life was ill-educated theory, and what he most hated, blatancy and pretence. He smelled it coming round the corner and at once his bristles would rise. He was an extremely quick judge of a man. I remember a dinner convoked by me, that he might meet a compatriot of his own married to one who was not a compatriot. The instant dislike he took to that individual was so full of electricity that we did not dine in comfort. The dislike was entirely merited. This quick instinct for character and types inimical to him was balanced by equally sure predilections, so that his friendships were always, or nearly always, lasting-I can think of only one exception. He illustrated vividly the profound truth that friendship is very much an affair of nerves, grounded in instinct rather than in reason or in circumstance, the outcome of a sort of deep affinity which prevents jarring. His Preface to the "Life of Stephen Crane" supplies all the evidence we need of Conrad's instantaneous yet lasting sympathy with certain people, and of his instant antipathy to others. It contains also the assurance that he "never kept a diary and never owned a notebook"-a statement which surprised no one who knew the resources of his memory and the brooding nature of his creative spirit. "Genius" has somewhere been defined as the power to make much out of little. In "Nostromo" Conrad made a continent out of a few casual sailors' landings on the Central American coast twenty years before. In "The Secret Agent" he created an underworld out of probably as little actual experience. On the other hand, we have in "The Nigger," in "Youth" and "Heart of Darkness" the raw material of his own life transmuted into the gold of fine art. People, and there are such, who think that writers like Conrad, if there be any, can shake things from their sleeve, would be staggered if they could have watched the pain and stress of his writing life. In his last letter to me but one, February 1924, speaking of "The Rover," he says: "I have wanted for a long time to do a sea

I saw little of Conrad during the war. Of whom did one see much? He was caught in Poland at the opening of that business, and it was some months before he succeeded in getting home. Tall words such as "War to end War" left him, a Continental and a realist, appropriately cold. When it was over he wrote: "So I send these few lines to convey to you both all possible good wishes for unbroken felicity in your new home and many years of peace. At the same time I'll confess that neither felicity nor peace inspire me with much confidence. There is an air of 'the packed valise' about these two divine but unfashionable figures. I suppose the North Pole would be the only place for them, where there is neither thought nor heat, where the very water is stable, and the democratic bawlings of the virtuous leaders of mankind die out into a frozen, unsympathetic silence." Conrad had always a great regard for men of action, for workmen who stuck to their last and did their own jobs well; he had a corresponding distrust of amateur omniscience and handy wiseacres; he curled his lip at

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his great achievement so inspirin hung on to his job through ever of weather, mostly foul. He shirked. In an age more and m chanical, more and more given t cuts and the line of least resistan example of his life's work shines instinctive fidelity, his artist's d make the best thing he could. F Yes, that is the word which best s his life and work.

year ago-I wasn't very well, The last time I saw Conrad-a came and sat in my bedroom, full o tionate solicitude. It seems, still, believable that I shall not see him His wife tells me that a sort of hom stinct was on him in the last mo his life, that he seemed sometimes to drop everything and go back to Birth calling to Death-no mor that, perhaps, for he loved Englan home of his wandering, of his work last long landfall.

quality of his rest, Conrad shall slee If to a man's deserts is measured

Oh, this, beloved, still's the old, old dream,

And dreams must end in waking; let me wran
You round

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